Doing nothing

I dont know why but now a days I am not doing 

Another promise to write regularly

This is my umpteen time promise to make it writing a regular habit. I think I should really take it seriousely. I have written some 10-12 blogs earlier that even I had forgotten completely.

Anyway my motive is not write to create some digital readers for my blogs. I want to write it just so that I record whatever way I am living, I should record that. This only idea or thing is good enough for me to keep motiveted. Plus this being digital I don't need to be secretive or anything especially now with my wify, shruti, and I also dont need to carry a diary or something similar with me.

This just stays there. like my earlier post which I have completely forgotten that I have written but they are there to remind what stupid things I have done and how stupidly I have written in those days. This reading old posts is really fun. I am going to do this first once I finish this long blog. This is getting very big as I writing after so many days. But that's temporary. If I contnue to write regularly I may wont have much to write.

OK enough of gyan. now writing about routine a bit and my curretn situaltion in brief.
Current status in life:

Again struggling: I think this is being my longest struggle till now since I was searching for my first job for almost 9-10 months. And this is probably getting more serious also.
Right now I am trying to switch back to my married life. Now I am still staying in different city and my wife is staying in differene city. We are not doing OK even if I am telling every one so including shruti. She is an amazing wife and person.  More about her in later blogs if I continue to write.

Now routine.
I am going to Kashmir next week. Actually day after tomorrow. That itself is great but this time I am not so looking forward as I should. This is probably because I am currently too much bog down by current status of almost doing nothing, or rather not upto my capanility and looking for the job. Also shruti is not feeling well for last 12 days now. Ata tap ani sardi jasta nahiye pan ashakta pan khup aala aahe.Hope she recovers soon and we have a great trip there.

Love u shruti. Take care...

4 Week's free time + 1 Week study--> Good score with evrything else done

I had resposibility of doing the OB project which was actually put on me. But I didn't get the data till I left for the home. And then as I was at home it was almost impossible to complete the project. But still I did manage to do some work. But it did not work out. Because of that I had big guilty feeling which even now can't get rid of. But being in very nice group i got through it and my other group membere did the work for me,

Today we had a ok day. From 10 t0 5.30 we had lectures. Now only I have some free time. Now I will be studying on OB and OM. I also have MIS presentation tommorrow so will go through her slides also. But taht will be done tommorrow morning. Tommorrow we have to submit BRM project. But my part of work is almost done, so i hope I don't have to do nething now.

I am getting very low marks this sem. I am reallly screwed this time. I seems to be at the bottom of the class this time. 

 I have to study really hard this 1 week. Just this 1 week study and then I will have really good score. Really that the mantra here.

Actually we have 5 weeks between any of the exams here. Out of which 4 weeks we can do absouloutely anything. I can actually work on whatever I actually want to. I can read, write paper, do CFA study. Absolutely nething and still I will get good score if I study just one week before exam and in the week of exam. That's more than enough here. 

Six Months of emptiness....BE PASSIONATE

I had big dreams before joining IMT. I dreamt of joining top B-School for more than 4 years. Well that's long time. Even now thinking of that puts me in awe. 

    I have always dreamt of doing hell lot of things in college. I always thought of doing everything possible could be done, to do.I have not done many things till now. and I have always dreamt of doing that in my b-school college life.
    Now its six month passed. More than quarter of my b-school life gone. AND I HAVE DONE NOTHINGGGGG!!

   When I look back I feel ashamed. I have actually done nothing. Absolutely nothing. I don't know why this has happened. May be as used to happen always. My attitude of being laid back. Not doing anything unless its high time. 

   If I look back i see my first sem went in getting settled and studying in a bit. Then in second sem came the summers. Though I was not so much interested as I was looking in Pune I still got dragged into it. I wasted more than 1.5 month in it. Then after that I actually did nothing. So at the end of second term I am facing again the emptiness. 

The emptiness my life contains. I always has failed to do anything credible, good unless I am asked for. I know I am good in anything when I get involved. I have seen it many times. Even here among the best of MBAs I feel I am good. 

But I have to work upon my laziness... yes laziness. I should bring in more passion in me. I want work hard for everything. I want to be passionate more. I want to anything in with passion and more passion. I can be very different and better person if I become more passionate. Normally when I get any work and I get involved in it then I actually get passionate about it. If I become passionate I can achieve everything and I will be the guy I want to be. Not complacent but the person I always wanted to be. Always doing something with more passion.

That's the MANTRA NOW

BE PASSIONATE....

I am best

I have decided I am going to be the best outgoing student of the college. I am going to be the best Manager from this college. I am going to improve on all the sides of mine.
This is the place to prove that I am the best and I am going to prove it.

Coach carter

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

NCFM Certified

I gave today NCFM certification exam on Derivative module . Just got cleared. Got 66 where cut off was 60. Jast abhyas navata kale mi. Khup relax madhe dili. Mag tya nantar Delhi firla amhi. Actually kahi pahile nahi. Thoda CP pahile ani palika bajar firlo. Its nothing but a big fashion street where u will get everything chinese.
Neway experience with delhi metro was very good. I liked the system very much. A lot comfortable system. Best in INdia.
Pan tyat aajcha akkha diwas gela aahe. Next monday pasun midterm suru hot aahe ani ajun mi abhyas suru nahi kela. ani aata pan ek faltu english movie pahile. Tyat ugach 2 tas vaya ghalvale. Ata mi udya pasun divas bhar library madhe basnar. Ha akkha week library madhe abhyas karaychay. Tarach kahitari hou shakate nahitar kahi khara nahi.
I should study good and get good score yaar. Itake sagale kide karun ithe aalo aahe. Vel ghalvanyat kahi artha nahi. tyapeksha ghari basalo asato. Now i should focus on getting really good marks in Mid term. Shruti la itaka tras hot aahe ani mi ithe tp karat vel ghalavane mhanaje hadd zali. Ata mi tharavalele principle follow karanar aahe. Pratek min count karaycha.
kahi karat asalo tari te mazya time la worth aahe ka he nehami check karayche. Let it be nething. So that will stop me doing TP